Somethings that used to mean a lot to you, suddenly doesn't seems so important anymore.
Somethings that you cared for suddenly makes you so diappointed that you feel disgusted by the thought of it.
And finally, somethings that you can't see becomes so clear now

Uh yea, thats what i am feeling now, its not as serious as it sounds tho. But if my attitude to you have changed, don't bother fixing it.

Its pretty sad actually, i find that i have no one i can talk to. Not that i don't have anyone to talk to, im pretty sure i have pals who have time for me. Its just that i don't have anyone i feel i can talk to.

And why is everything good comes with fuckedup problems that makes u feel that the whole thing is actually bad. My camp is great. New, easy work and nice ppl. But the distance from home is just insane, why the fuck does NS post u to Boonlay when u fucking stay in Sengkang? And try having a stubborn and retarded upperstudy. And we have people who think that they are too important.

Ok enough complain for now. bye

Benny 22yo! 13/4/86