urgh, i hate this feeling that i am having, its all coming back to me.

Im scared, very very scared. And with this shit supply supvr course stuffing me with major load of infomation, i think i might go crazy pretty soon hahaha. Practically screaming within myself, but somehow i just dunno how to let it out.

Is it always beautiful in the end? No, never. At least not for me yet.

Benny 22yo! 13/4/86