5 more days before i'll be heading to tekong to be a botak. Of course im not looking forward to it but i hope this whole ns thing will end soon. The earlier i get out, the earlier i can do what i want.

Forgive me,
for what i could have done but i did not do.
Forgive me,
for what i should not have done but i did.
Forgive me,
for believing in what i shouldn't.
Forgive me,
for not believing in myself.
Forgive me,
for being soft hearted.

Sometimes somethings, once its over its never gonna come back. Now i do kinda regret.

Benny 22yo! 13/4/86