zzz gonna work in 3 hours time and yet i just reached home. Went drinking with ben and robin. lol we just cant understand robin's sense of humor, he is so damn lame. lol anyways hope i can survive tmr, 13 hours of work and celebration of ly's bdae.

Yay yay! finally got a good phone. Everyone gimme ur number! if u want me to have of course.

Went for a hair cut yest too. haha Wendy finally got to cut slope for me. actually somehow i would prefer her to keep my hair all short instead leaving me some long fringe. Makes me look like some gina beng.

I swear i heard something/someone whistle behind me. . I was playing GE as usual when there was a wee u wee behind me. lol anyways, there was nothing when i turn back and no replies when i was talking to air. . . so i guess im safe.

Been having lotsa dreams lately. Now i realise nightmares are not really that bad. The worst dream that can happen is that u get what u want inside but u wake only to find that everything was the exact opposite. Somehow it really hurts.

Hahahah went supper with frit, ben and cx. Cx once again showed us how dumb he can be. In some ways i find it sad for him . . . but on the other hand, he is an excellent entertainment. Then ben was drinking tea while i recount how i eat grass while skating(i fell down). He immediately burst out laughing and "spray" his tea on me and cx. . .

Secret to happiness - - - - Find stupid friends.

Shixiong - DOWN
Qicheng - DOWN
Lengyeow - DOWN

Hahah wonder who's gonna be next.

Had some really wierd dreams lately and its pretty scary actually.
Part 1 of dream.
We were having supper at jalan kayu and then ben said something that pissed me off totally. And so i took a fork and pointed at him. "i give u 3 choices. 1.u lemme choose where to stab u. 2.u choose where u want me to stab u. 3.u run away now and pray i cant catch up." i think he replied "stab if u dare" and so i did. hahah.

Part 2 of dream.
I was setting fire to someone's house.

Luckily theres no part 3 yet. haha i shall update if there is any.

I've been playing granado espada recently, not exactly a great game but i don't really have much choice nowadays. I've also been jogging, swimming and blading. Hopefully i can lose some weight really soon.

Just some thoughts i had . . .

If i were to drive to Malaysia one day, i would make sure i have knives and at least 1 hockey stick in my car. We've always read about people getting rob there. More recently, there was a couple who got robbed and the girl raped. What's worst was that when the couple's family reported to the police about the couple's car being attacked, the police didn't even bother to search for it. I'm definitely not gonna let that happen to me nor my future gf. haha if they insist on robbing me, i would make such 1-2 of them die with me.

Haha and another thing, went for supper with ly and wa last week or something. ly made the world sounds so bad. "If either of you dying could get me $100,000, i wouldn't mind that." Thats wad he said to me and weian. haha and after that he went on to complain of how cruel this world is, how materialistic people can be and make everything sounds so rotten. Ok, i can agree to some point that this world is not perfect. I had a taste of how corrupted a country can be(tho not in Singapore). But i still believe in the good things of life. Call me naive or call me dumb, but for me, i would give $100,000 to save any of my friends(on conditions that if i have so much). Well maybe not to save ly anymore =x

Benny 22yo! 13/4/86