As the chinese saying goes, u can change the entire country, but u cant change one's personality. History is gonna repeat itself and trust me, we won't take you back the next time.

Went to watch deathnote yest night. Well, its isn't a very nice show, prolly becuz we know wad will happen and u dun get the "suspense" feeling. Do watch it if u have not read the comic/manga, else please reconsider. After movies went for supper and den to east coast and blade. was 6+am when i reached home.

Lol, went for blading at east coast again this afternoon. i must say i have improved quite alot. but somehow i got the "dunno how to walk but know how to fly" feeling. . . if u know wad i mean. Still unstable but was able to do some "hard for beginners" move.

And so i am now at home, injured, tired and in pain(not very tho). Lets hope tmr can be a good day too.

With a lil bit of interest, a lil bit of talent, a lot of pain, a lot hard work, a lot of curiousity and a lot of courage, u can do anything.

ahh and so i did went blading. Well i tried to do some harder den i can do moves and so i keep falling. haha now my wrist hurts cuz i have to use my hands to support the fall. As we only have 2 blades, i have to lend xf mine halfway. Felt real tired. . . i slpt in the car from ard 5 am to 6 am ^^
Reached home, bath and slp at ard 8am till 9 pm. hahaa, another 13 hours slp, im good ! For some reasons, i kept dreaming abt me dying. While i was slping in the car, i dreamt of myself getting into an accident and the whole car flew from the multistory carpark. At home, i forgot wad i dreamt of but it seems like i died again. hahaha wonder wad it means.

And so, bad things really do come wave after wave. First my hp gone, next my wow acc got hacked. Due to bliz's term of security, they have to suspend the acc and i have to mail/fax them personal info before they can activate and mail me details on how to log in. Even then, im not sure if they will restore my gold and items. It would be such a waste if they cant. . . really put in a lot of effort for them.

Lemme see, wads new recently. . . ok i went blading at east coast . . . this is new. Guild had more drama. . . this is old.

i jus dun understand why ppl cant learn to give in. well i aint gonna elaborate on wad happened. Lets hope this one can be solved quickly.

And i seriously hate it when ppl take me for granted. I have always give in and compromise and i hope ppl dun get overboard.

Ahh nvm about my in game problems, its like becoming part of my life now. hahahaha. Suddenly i have a new found interest in blading. i seriously wanna be good with it but my time and body doesn't allow me to. Im jus too lazy!

and so today is wed. . . sch is gonna reopen soon(i think) maybe i will go blade tonight

Benny 22yo! 13/4/86