ok, great.. i am broke once again. lol, today suppose to go for OM tutorial. Thanks to my wonderful frens, i somehow got tempted into going town wif em. so we spent the whole day at far east plaza... qingnan's personal 'hairstylist' is there ma... i jus dun see the diff between a $10 hair cut and a $25's . anyawys, after he got his hair done, we went to take a walk ard. hurhur, yay~~ i finally got a new bag. Its been years since i last bought any bags. we went to golden mile plaza soon after. Wk and i each bought a carton of soya bean milk and 12 cans of redbull^^ bought a medium bottle of gin too, gonna take it to memo's bdae chalet. and so, i spend ard $80 today. T_T

hurhur, its project season now. so far i onli completed my IS's project. oh well, nvm, last minute work is my forte. Somemore, i signed up for NP's dota compy... gotta spend some time training. zzz, somehow i got bad feeling.

I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream

ahhh, its been long time since i blog. Wanted to say a lot... something abt my previous class de. but den... lazy to tink of way to help em solve problem la. i zhi shen nan bao. hurhur.

anyways, i think quite alot happen since the last time i blog ba, but den forgot le. Only thing i rmb is yest. Somehow chuan wei is suppose to drive us ard. 5 of us were present( me, cw, sx, qc and a ger). lol, at first quite ok la. He drove us to jalan kayu for supper. well, he dun get to drive everyday ma( its shixiong's father's car) as he haven got his licene yet. So after supper, we deicide to visit either OCH or red house( which is both boring to me but i got nothing to do) . When we reach pasir ris( at downtown east) the brakes somehow cannot work. I will not elaborate wad happen after that la(lazy) but den, we somehow went up a slope. next, the car engine died. we starting moving down. luckily cw smart, he use those curbs for stopping. NVM, when we look up the slope, A POLICE CAR IS UP THERE. AHAHA, all of us went quite panick la. Anyways, we got out the car to let it rest. By some luck, the car manage to start again and we drove to a nearby carpark.

oh yea baby, thats life. oh ya, its funny to see cw's expression whenever theres a police nearby, ahahhaha

its time i wake up. After all i have done, i am still no one special to her. so why insist ya? i dun look forward to miracles anymore, wasted too much time on it. its hard, but i muz. i am such a fucking failure.

Amor de cuento de hada. . . nada pero mi imaginación

hmm, lets see wad happened to me this week.... monday i kinda pon. too tired for sch la. Din slp much during the weekends. den slept for 12 hours str8. haha, it was goooodddd ~~ den after that weian and corina come. i tink i too long no cook le, kinda 'tui bu'. aiya, nvm, can fill stomach can le.

den today was weehoon's bdae. so i went to find her, wanting only to wish her happi bdae. lol, who noes, they wan watch movie, i pei them go watch. Mr and mrs smith. Not bad, kinda funny. den after that we went fish and to eat. lol, i ordered the least and i was the only one who cant finish my food lo. wonder how i grew so big size. lol, den dilly dally(they took lots of photos), finally reached home at 10 pm. lucky tmr's tutorial is 3 - 5 pm. tonite can slp late a bit. hurhur.

how can i forget. wad can i do.

ahhhhhh. i dunno wad to say. lets jus say that, today is both good and bad.

Sitting comfortably on my chair, i continue doing my powerpoint presentation. wooooo, the air con is so colddd~~ Suddenly i have the urge, the urge to eat another mouthful of the oreo cheesecake beside me. oh yea baby, this is life, wad can be better? ^^

summary: i am trying to haolian i got oreo cheesecake at home. wahahhaha

it was 12 30 pm. i finally managed to get off my bed. as i walk wobbly to the toilet, my handphone rang. i had to drag myself back to my room(bed) again. "Hello, rachel here, today's lesson cancelled." suddenly, my whole world brighten up. ^^ it's this kind of surprises that makes live worth living for. hurhur, now wad can be better ~~

finally, after years of waiting, i got a pair of new shoes. ^_^ hehe, actually its not that long la, maybe 1 and half year onli. and den got myself a new earphone too. spent $134 altogether, not to mention those food and drinks on the way. i am now broke. haha

den today went volleyball ivp selection/training. quite ok la, if i got selected, den i will train lo, else i really sux at vball. den after that went to eat mac wif memo, ben and wk. haiz, hope my leg faster recover. else i cant really run lo. now i dun even dare to jump with both legs.

ok, nothing else to say le, time to do project. INSIGHTS ON CHINA!!!! @#$%&^

zzz, i tink i getting blur, was suppose to do the business idea in ppt, i do in word doc. then xfer to labtop... jus discovered that i got another document wif the same file name. i tink i overwrote it. aiya, nvm, still make me so jing zhang. yuan lai onli needa hand up on 12 of june. shit, i tink i gonna be late le. zzz, i hate mel. do work on paper can le la, always give us this kinda online work.

ps. i rmb someone looking surprised when i opened my doc wif wordpad in sch, thats how lousy my labtop is. wordpad....

den yest slept at ard 5 i think, din even close this window after i blogged. hurhur, fa dai is good.

haiz, i dun tink i gonna slp for tonight. how can i slp....

first, i got a lil sore throat and is coughing badly. next, i tink my eye got infection or something, quite painful( or ba ka de pain) . den i dunno why, i jus keep thinking of things. how to train myself, my future, her, volleyball, wad shld i do tmr, how to make things better and more and more and more. it jus keep leading to other things. and so, i keep tossing and turning on my bed. somemore dunno why, felt quite hot on bed but super cold while typing this. zzz, i hate this feeling. maybe i shld go practise meditation.

haiz, today went for insights into china IS lesson.... super sian. Ok la, at first not bad de, still teach us how to make and drink tea. tot we gonna dismiss quite early, who noes, after that we have to see a very very very long video on chairman mao ... @#$^&*() nvm, tmr will be the last day for this week. dunno whether shld go to work this week or not, leg still quite pain. yay, tmr gonna go for my 4th lesson in driving.

xin shi shui nen zhi.

Benny 22yo! 13/4/86