for those who have blogs, have u ever tried reading ur previous post all over again?(i mean really old post) lol, kinda started reading from my first post which was 2 years ago. actually quite a lot happened in this 2 years wor. as i read, i do laugh at myself, i even wonder why i felt that way that time. it also contains memories both sweet and bitter, anger and sadness. i also realised that, somethings, once its over, it will never happen again. rmb those fun we had in sec 4. those tough as hell basketball training. those once really very close friends. those jokes. those stupid things we did. i guess thats the wonder of having a diary ba.

i wonder, when will i stop blogging. when will my friends stop blogging. and if it happens, why? wad if we started drifting furthur and furthur apart. will we get new friends and forget old ones. u might not think this is possible, but i rmb having 2 really very very close friends... now, we dun even keep in contact anymore.

aiya, suan le, i kinda think too far. haha, now my leg quite ok le, can walk a bit more normally. den went for ny de choir concert yest. hmm, well..... it not really Very good la, but still ok ba... den after that qn pull me to niner, den eat supper. called huiyi and mathew down, chat chat ^^ den after that went qn hse slp. today noon reach home, slack until now ba... tmr officially starts sch le. somemore got driving lesson tmr, wonder if my leg can make it. haha, but den again, i might worry now, things always turn out fine though. i muz admit i have a blessed life.

okies, this time really very jia lat. lol, pain until whole night cannot slp. now walk oso cannot, so not going sch. aiya, nvm, stay at home slack lo.

once again. i injured my leg. This time i sprained my ankle. its bad.. but not very bad la. at most a few weeks or months cannot bball. sian, tmr still got sch.. wonder if i can wear slippers go. haha. really is pain until numb. got cut on my feet oso cannot feel. oh ya, forgot to mention my blisters. lol, this month is not a good month for bball.

aiya, suan le. da nan bu si, bi you hou fu

yayy, i finally clear the $300 stupid debt le. now i can earn money again. hurhur. yest super busy lo, cuz thai spice got event, wedding dinner. if i have a wedding dinner, i cfm make it a big event in a big hotel lo.... that couple... dunno how to say la... already so cheap liao(the dinner for 70++ppl onli $1600++), they still try ways to make it cheaper.... den yest work until 12 am lo.

hurhur. den today went sentosa. at first go harbour front eat mac, den after that go siloso... den padawan... did nothing much la, jus run run, swim swim, play vball. time pass very fast la. lol. den after that go pasta mania eat den home sweet home. today's moon very nice, big round and shiny. i dunno why, i jus love watching the moon and stars... find it peaceful. ^^

sian, tmr sch starting le. but i guess it will jus be like hols ba. Hey, this is poly ^_^

lol wad can be better?

hm, these few days no update. sorry sorry ~~ too busy la, whole week helping out for Baoc . lol actually dun tink i did much la. jus that spend a lot of time there. tmr will be the last day for the orientation. lol , i keep getting those slack post, oso dunno good or not... good cuz its easy, bad cuz very lil interaction with people. aiya, nvm, easy = good. Then this week super broke, hurhur, who ask me go buy guild wars, but its not bad la.

den jus now, went for my first driving lesson. much better den i expected. first lesson onli got to touch gear 4( tink reached 40-50 km/h ) le hor. lol. somemore drive ard sengkang and punggol. ok la, its not as hard as it seems, nor is it that simple. ur hand leg eye coordination got to be good. hurhur. somemore first time drive onli got a lancer. song. wahahha

wah heng, jus now lag, tot cannot log in le. lol, today friday 13, muz make a post. I dunno, i jus like this date. hurhur

hmm, today... super tiring. i onli slept for 2 hours lo. but i did get a surprise today... UNCLE WENT WIF ME AND WEIAN TO JALAN KAYU. he treat us to those roti pratas, somemore still send us home. thanks alot uncle. den reach home, play dota one more round. weian asked me if wan go movie wif na, von and lw. den i say suibian lo. watched something about house of amtyvilla ( is this the title?) . quite thrilling ba. lol, i got totally no energy when i go to work lo. heng today not much ppl. keep falling aslp... oh ya, today i onli see 1 star in the sky.

Yest was quite a good day. ahahha. time pass very fast cuz got a lot of ppl. Den dunno why, got a guy quite good to me.... he gave me $10 de tips wor... personally leh. too bad in front of boss, got to put in tips box. Shixiong say i can keep de. lol. Muz be i got the aura that people like. den somemore, after work, we got to eat TOM YAM SOUP. WAHAHAHA. den ta bao a packet of sticky rice wif mango home for mama. mother's day ma.

reach home liao, bath liao, i still go cook tang hoon and eat. I muz master the art of cooking tang hoon !!! hurhur. its so nice lo. den chiong vcd from 2-6 am. Watch my brother and Musa. Musa was quite boring la, at most hand leg or head fly off onli. LOL, it seems that i am bored of these kinda scene. I oso felt the same when i see the house of wax. perhaps its cuz the story for both show too dull ba. These kinda hand leg head flying scene will always be the same, wad i wan is story!! Musa is a bit better den the dumb wax show, cuz got some part quite cool. Den other vcd i saw was My brother. lol, i literally cried.

hurhur, actually today was oso suppose to be a good day de. but aiya, suan le. hurhur. Was suppose to go swimming wif wk and ly de. in the end, ly cannot, left onli me and wk... felt a bit akua, so go and eat bk instead. Den saw von and na. so sit a bit longer lo. Not so long later, von left and weian came. den we go COURTS see oven, i tink i gonna buy one soon, quite cheap sia. onli ard $300. den after that, everyone went home, den i slp until now. Song ~~

haiz. once again, i am in deep shit. Jus told i her i got gf(fake de la) lol, she sure sounds sad. but no choice la, arbo she keep sms and calling me.... i dun mean to be so bad, but den, wad else can i do?

anyways, so fast one more week ending le. blink blink eye onli, may oso come liao. i tink sch might be starting soon ba. i hate it when times passes so fast.

lol, saturday went rush for the third time. drink quite bit ba, was feeling down ma. lol, den liang asked me. " (wif 1 finger pointing up) how much is this?" i reply 1. den wif 2 finger pointing up, he asked again" how much is this?' i replied 2. den lastly, wif 3 fingers pointing up, he ask" 1 + 1 is how much?" i replied 3. LOL

ahhhhh, life so boring nowadays. gonna read some chemistry later.....

Benny 22yo! 13/4/86