lol, i oso forgot i blog until where le. Its been quite a some time since i last blog ma. Hmm, lemme recall... oh ya , i tink is i went back sch for Baoc, den after that went to smu to see aj play v ball. lol, got me support, of cuz win la they all. This was in monday i tink. den tuesday i oso go support. win again. den wed went back sch for Baoc again. This time do until later afternoon, den go amk eat stingray. hurhur. den yest went to work... today aj oso got match de, semifinals. ben lai wan go, but got work la. Tink they lose... hope they are ok, they really wanted to win lo. and one last thing. I spoit the coffee machine at work. estimated repair cost is $300 ahhh ~~~

lol den today... woke up at about 230. although from the description above my life seems easy, but i everyday oso got activity lo. too tired. hurhur. ben lai wan to wake in morning de, but nvm la, afternoon oso can. After i woke up, i went to bath den str8 away go cp le. bought a get well card and top up bus fare. Den after that took 156 to bishan to buy ya kun toast( i rmb she said that they are nice). den realised i no more money for lunch -.-" lol, but nvm la, i seldom eat lunch anyways. den went to her hse. wanted to pass her some vcd and those things de( cuz she got a broken leg.. poor thing), wanted to give her a surprise. but call her fone no one pick up... den wait for about half an hour den i go work le. haha, of cuz i was disappointed. but nvm la.. suan le. lifes like that. den after that she called, said her fone was not wif her. somemore she cannot walk easily, understandable, actually i oso guessed this was wad happened la. haha, hearing her voice did make me feel better although the talk time is onli 5 min. haha, my other consolation is that ya kun toast is really not bad even though its cold. lol, just that i dun like the french toast.

haha, sometimes i just dun understand, why does this kinda things happen when i try. i really dun like working hard la, lol, cuz i am scare that i dun get wad i expect or deserve. like her bdae, all i expect is to see her and wish her happy bdae but i cant. like vdae, wad i wanted was to see her smile when she get the flowers(luckily she likes em), she was late and the street lights off le, too dark for anything to be clear. this time, i dun even expect to see her, i onli hope to make her feel better( wanted to just put those things on her door, tell her den run away).

does my entry still sound cheerful? i dunno.. but i am feeling real messed up now. anyways, dun think she noes my blog, so can say wad i wan without affecting her. ^^maybe will try again tmr ba.

wahhhh. super tired... lol, i haven slept for the past 36 hours. haiz. i almost used pass for the "past 36 hours". I dunno why, my english now really cmi. I rmb once during a conversation, I wanted to say proof but typed proved instead -.- den somemore for my exams, i used 'of cause' instead of 'of course'.

anyways, friday work super song. working hours was suppose to be 6-1030. i before 10 already released from work le... for some reason, the whole day no customer, not even a single one lo. dunno shld be happy or not. haha. slacked all the way. den masti, sd and memo come my hse ton ma. played game thru the night( onli me and masti din slp). den early afternoon go golden mile complex wif weekian. Oh ya, on the way saw lingwei( at serangoon mrt station). somehow i hate the smell the the complex... super strange. Bought 1 carton of thai iced coffee, 1 carton of thai iced tea and 1 carton of the super nice suya bean milk. wahaha, one carton onli $13 lo. This means that 1 bottle onli cost 55cents lo. super worth. somemore super nice. hurhur

den today at work, finally got customer though still not a lot(which is good). after that go wk's hse to take those drinks. lucky my mama free, can drive me home. arbo super heavy. Jus when i tot the day is gonna be fine, i opened my wardrobe to take something and !@#$%^&*() the whole of the right side dropped... now my books and clothes are buried together... SIANZZZZ T_T

wakakaka,passed all my subjects. Somemore overall improvement from last sem. i roxxx~~~

lol, finally i have a lil time to blog. Yest morning slp late, den after that went jalan kayu eat den go swimming. hurhur, the swimming was quite fun... but den i starting dunno why, nose bleed a lot. wahahhaha. Den somemore i still dive and took a $1 coin from the floor. after my nose more ok le, we kinda try tossing ppl ard in the pool la. as in, me, memo and weekian throw weian up, den SPLASH. wahahah, so fun. we each got our turn la. lol, den weekian record down wad we did.

den after that reached home at ard 5 pm. lol, bath liao go out again. To class bbq. lol, i am so blardy toopid. here goes the story. i reached east coast at ard 630. den i look look see see. i was at bbq pit 28. den i rmb the bbq got a 6 de so i started to walk to 6. when i reached 6, i saw no one, den i call amy.... ITS AT A CHALET!!!! den i started to walk towards the chalet which is near bbq pit 40++.....when i reached there, its about 745 ba. ABOUT 4-5 KM OF WALK LO !!!! ahaha, den stay until 10++ den go home le. den weian came my hse stay overnight and the rest is just usual activities.( supper, game slp.)

den today. wake up. after a while, me dino and weian went hougang green to eat. Sun bian bought sambal chilli and korean noodles, 3 ps2 games and some comics. den go home. got a letter.... I PASSED MY FINAL THEORY TEST. WAHAHAHAHA. Den just came back from bball. got a dog quite cute la. haha.

Going to sx hse ton later. tmr taking results la, dun feel like slping late. go his hse can slp earlier. Tmr we oso cutting hair le. haha, dun tink my hair stlye will change much. actually, i really feel like cutting botak ... cuz... can feel more free? haha.

lol, i tink i gonna slowly update on u all. On satuarday, i had to work as usual. But after, dino asked me to go wad hooters. I was wondering " wad was that"? in the end, its jus a place to relax, order stuffs to eat and for tiko peks to see gers( memo and dino ). Waliew, all the gers wear until so tightfit.... lol, we drank quite a lot la, 5 person ( me, memo, weian, dino and weekian), 3 jugs and 6 bottles. Once again, dino treat us... lol, feeling super pai seh liao.

Den sunday, wahahahaha. morning went bball den gym in a small country club. Den while going back, i kup some golf balls =X asked wk to make em into key chains. Den after that weian and corina came my hse. While i was going to work, dey called and say my air con spoil... when i reached home... nothing wrong. lol. Nvm about that, lets get to the impt point. Today go work, wahahah, onli 3 tables. actually we started slacking at 830. den when our dinner was ready at 915, 3 people came in !!! #$%^&* have to delay our dinner. lucky they eat liao go, din waste time =X Super song lo the dinner, had tom yam chicken soup, steamed rice and egg. Had a bit of fried rice too. ~~~ this is life ~~~ ^^ after work, we went to the coffee club to get some coffee. ahahaa, enjoying again. somemore those coffee got subsidised de ( we got $10 tips for the 3 of us ).

hmm, now 530 liao. I tink later going to cut hair or swimming ba. Anyways, at least this hols is not waste. ^^

hmm, i tink i got a disease. F*cking Stupid Disease(FSD, Weekian oso got). lol. for some reason, my mind doesn't seems to working right(except when suanning) I din noe msg i had in my inbox, i dunno wad i am toking and i keep understanding things differently.

For example, this morning, i msg von for help. Den somehow, she sent me an sms. I AM SO BORED. GOING TO POLYCLINIC(something liddat). so my first tot(maybe cuz i was half aslp) " bored = bored of sch, polyclinic = pon ten" den i replied, lazy dodo, i oso very bored -.- . Its until much later when i checked my inbox(cuz i scare that i will miss out msg again) i discover the other meaning of the msg. She might be sick !!!! i am so sorry =( .

den once again, i ponder about those decisions i made. were they correct... regret got a bit la. But den anyways, its over le. tinking back, i was always given chance. Its just that i always chosed the wrong path or mess it up. zzz.

anyways, today quite ok la, except for that stupid thing dat i did. Went sch, do something abt baoc. went to mama work place play ( most exp piece of furniture there is 62k and i sat on it , wahahahahha) den went to work. Bought ice cream cake as dessert after dinner. ^^ ok la, nothing more to say le. dota time ^^

Oh ya Oh ya, today de 4d.... i was like Wtf. first prize is 4441.then for consolation prizes, 0000 and 0010(or 0100, forgot) came out. This kinda kuku number on my bdae.... LOL . DEN SI REN DINO, GO GIME DUNNO WAD STUPID NUMBER. THOSE INTERESTED, CAN TRY CALLING. 63331411

Ahhh, finally, most of our bdaes over le( me in 3 more hours). lol, had quite an enjoyable week. Sunday went out with those usual ppl for movies den after that went memo mama de chalet. Monday sx treat me, cw, qc, cassandra and biqi to cartel den after that movie( they din tell me abt the movie until last min, hai me cannot go the chalet). den for tuesday, i went for final theory test, hope i can pass.... lol, i onli took 20++ mins to complete it. After that, chuan wei ask us go bishan eat... this time is swensens. Next time if wan ice cream cake from there, rmb to get mango instead of chocolate de wor. ^^den in the night, went to cp to meet cx to get present from him. Kinda surprised wor( cx will give present?) later den realised that he share wif jacelyn de. THANKS !!!! ahaahha. but i was kinda late, so din get to meet jacelyn. went home den discover weian really go buy famous amos cookies for me wor(cuz i said my dream present would be 1 kg of cookies =X) THANKS !!!

now, for april 13 !! I fell aslp at ard 11pm of april 12 den onli woke up at 2 am. lol. let weian slp on bed too ( actually i starting to like the floor). Afternoon wake up, cooked lunch for weian. not really nice, but its something edible la. ahaha. went to meet lw at ard 5, ate pizza hut. She got me a cute garfield pillow wor. XIE XIE ^^ den at ard 7 , went to meet von. She got me a vibrator ^^ ( actually is massager la) XIE XIE !!! last but not least, i went home and cut cake. ahaha, choc cake from jack's place, not bad wor. end of story ^^

So summary. I got a pack of famous amos from cassandra. 2 big packs of more cookies from weian. 1 set of wrist bands and finger sleeves from cx and jacelyn. one cute and big pillow from lingwei and one unique vibrator(somemore in sotong shape) from von. I really appreciate em, thanks a lot. *moved to tears ~~*
and thanks those who wished me happy bdae too. Thanks everyone for making this bdae so nice. (lol, do i sound like i am collecting oscar award or something?)

dunno why, getting more and more easily frustrated nowadays, maybe cuz i take things too seriously ba. lol, kinda forgot about updating my blog. Finally its april le. A lot of ppl de bdae wor. We gonna go out on sunday to celebrate bdae for ben(7th) mathew(9th) weian(11) and me(13). so whoever wanna come de, U are welcome !!! the more the merrier. ^^

today was quite an ok day ba, so is the pass few weeks. Have to thank dino for treating me to swensens, wait i strike 4d i wun forget u de ahahaha. went back thai spice to work le, guess i will not be free on weekends le. haha. For some reason, whenever i go to work, there is always a lot of customers. den the boss say i sell coconut super power... i din even do a single thing. lol. Perhaps my face reminds em of coconut? haiz, here comes the sad thing. After work, we go 7-11 ma, den i bought ice cream and bao. Just as i was about to finish my ice cream, it dropped !!!!!! @#$%^&*() my precious ice cream ~~~

Tmr going to go back for homecoming, den sunday going out. lol, a lot of activities wor. Hmm, i tink i gonna join dota wcg. Hopefully we can join and win. This will be my bdae wish ba. haha.

feelingsoempty.

Benny 22yo! 13/4/86