Yay, yest was my last paper for this sem. My hols officially starts now. ^^oh so relax. Thanks to all who consoled me ^^ i tink i shld be okay le ba. Somemore, the problem with the labtop oso suddenly ok le, guess if i dun complain, heaven oso wun help me, so muz complain more . haha(okies i noe its lame)

Now for the sad thing.... out of the 2 baby guinea pigs that were left, one more died. How? i dunno. Lets hope the last one will live long.

Sometimes, i wish i am a lil more aggresive. Dun ever tink u are so great. piss me more, and i make sure u feel like shit.

Hmm, guess my previous blogskin was too dull, now i make it a bit nicer. haha

Yest corina and weian came my hse and for some reason, they felt that i was in a bad mood... maybe i am, i dunno. But i dun feel any diff ba. Its been awhile since anything happy happen to me. i do go out, i do luff, but i jus dun feel happy? heard my siblings shouting vulgarities at each other, dunno whether shld go out and shout at em or not. In the end, i decided to let my parents handle the matter, hopefully they will get to hear the shoutings soon. I jus cant be bothered i guess...in fact, i cant be bother with a lot of things now... Its like..why try so hard? and discover in the end that all my work was for naught.

Exams is only 2 days away and i have not studied yet. Perhaps i might read a bit tmr... anyways, passing is enuff for me, so wad if i get good grades, will i be happy? no, cuz thats not what i want. wad do i want den? i dunno... wad i knew i wanted i had already given up. Its sad not to get wad u want, but its worst when u dunno wad u desire.

by chance, i somehow recover the $30 deposit receipt. Anger? a bit. disappointment? a bit. dumb? a bit. Its like heaven is playing a cruel joke on me, showing me as though its within my grasp. I tot " haha, its done, i have kept my promise" but den, all the troubles came. I was suppose to transfer the tape into a cd so i paid $30 deposit, only for the person to call and say the tape do not have the Singapore idols' final. and so, i wasted the $30, but its onli a minor matter. i am disappointed at myself, for not keeping the promise. This is onli an example. . . of wad i have felt all my life. . . that everything seems so near, yet so far.

Okies, i guess i am quite frustrated right now. wads worst is that my father keep asking me to fix the connection thingy when i have absolutely no idea how to do so. The thing with parents is, they tot they know more den u and so wun listen BUT when they felt that u know more, u are suppose to know everything. Wads more, i am like the IT head of the house, everything about computers, i MUZ do. my brother is sec 4 and know nothing about PCs. And i jus taught my sis how to cook an ommelette( i wonder where is my mother), she fried her first egg at sec 1. They are damn pampered. I fried my first egg at the age of 5(from wad my relatives said) and do my own pc maintainance from sec 1. In the end, my parents' opinion of me? I am selfish. They always say i am selfish. Perhaps i am, but not from my point of view.

I guess my life is quite mess up now eh? Nah, i have a happy... or shld i say stable family. stable group of friends. I have no problems living or wad so ever. So dun worry, life goes on. Its just a matter of it being sweet or bitter. For now, the taste sux.

okies, i give up.... totally. Dun ask me why, but i guess its better this way. Ouch

Jus came back from bball. . . WAhaha, today a lot of ppl go. Den we had a match wif other ppl too. Overall quite a enjoyable session la. Den i was thinking, a lot of people gonna have their bdae on april ma, so i tot maybe can find one day in between all go out gai gai. But tink le you tink, better not, planning very difficult. And we went to eat sakura today, super song, tomyam soup and fried rice. Memo(surprisingly) and corina said they cannot finish... den both pass me a bit of their rice. Super full.

Next week mon to wed exams, den after that i oso dunno wad to do le. Anyone got anything can find me(good or bad) cuz i will be super free wor. Kinda listless these few days actually. reason? obvious. haiz

Wahaha, BCA IS OVER. NO MORE DAMN EXCEL OR ACCESS !!! yay. today was the last practical test for bca ma, was kinda worried last night over it. who knows, its easy baby. Den after that went to xms. Sd wan take thumb drive from cassandra ma. Haiz, the school brings back many memories sia. Ahaha, den bought HC tix from lw, still gotta buy from nana. den pl say a guy in the magazine look like me. I was like "the guy quite handsome leh, like me meh?" Den saw von later too, said she was going for debate, i wonder how le. JIa you ~~

Went home soon after, ly was waiting outisde my hse for an hour le, sry. lol, i oso dunno why my hse suddenly no ppl. but come in a while, he and wa oso leave le. i oso slp soon after. From ard 4-5 pm until 9 ba. SONG. BUt whole day no eat, super hungry.

Once again, i wonder. Am i doing things right? Am i making the right choices? Aiya, suan le. wads meant to be, will be.

Whee, yest went to watch fashion show at bugis. ben walking ma, so go support lo. his face damn funny, wanna luff cannot luff when he saw us. Thanks a lot leh lw and von ~!~! thanks for pei-ing me go ^^ The rest all pangseh de. den after that lw sae she wanna go swimming den went off first. left me and von go take neos. After that her father oso come bring her home. So after that, i went to watch the second part of the show. Its better than the first la. At ard 930++ , wk join me and ben as we went to thai spice for our dinner. So shiok. Super nice and hot sia the food. Den mildred come ... somehow, me, ben, qc, cw , mildred and qc's sis went to play pool ba. reach home at ard 3++. LOl, we saw a bunch of people running ard, thing theres some fight ba.

den today whole day stuck at home. Nothing to do. nothing worth mentioning. sians ~~

lol, yest went to jalan kayu to supper with the usual group again, jus that this time more ppl. After that we decided to go hunt for some haunted place la. Then we went to some old blocks which are going to be demolish. was super dark. and den as usual, wa and sd super hum =X Wa still keep complaining he very scare. wahahhah. After that we walk somemore to search for more places(since we din see anything) but the more we walk, the brighter it gets. lol. In the end, took cab home at ard 2++ den tok wif ben until 3++ before going home to play games.

den today, went to watch movie ( in good company) with em. it was not bad la. super tired. hmm, other den that, nothing to say le ba. super sian nowadays too.

Benny liew's series of unfortunate events.

lol, sad case. Firstly, 1 of the 3 guinea pig babies died. Was so pissed at my family lo. It was not dying de, perhaps jus sick or injured. Then i told em to take it to the vet... my mother say will cost money.... Fuck it lo, if wan keep pet den this kinda money cannot save de ma. I really dunno wad they are thinking. Then now left 2 babies and 2 adults. At least they now look like a happy family. Lingwei, i oso dunno whether can give u one of the babies or not. I feel bad breaking them up.

den kinda ask her if theres any chance of us being tog. her reply? she's confuse and says that its better dat we remain as frens. my reply? i said that i will wait for her and hopefully someday i will be able to move her heart. i dunno if she got my msg or not cuz she din reply after this. anyways, i dunno wad i can do other den waiting. any advise?

haiz

Hmm, lets start with the good news ba. YAY, my guinea pig gave birth to 3 babies. So cUtE~~!~! but its kinda sad that a older one died. All my brother's fault, alwasy bring to the playground to haolian. At least now mother wun be so lonely with 3 kids ba.

Today we got the CATS Skit and the iac presentation. That marks the end of our projects we have this sem. Next week is gonna be like a hols week le. Only monday and thursday needa go sch for a while. As usual, i have to act as the joker in the cats skit(arbo very sian). Actually today was suppose to go out wif her, but kinda at the last moment, she says she got something on at home. Her granddad going over for dinner. Was suppose to go last week too, but she kept saying her sch very tiring, so i told her to rest instead of going(shldn't have been so big mouth =X)

lol. oh well, i read somewhere that if u wait more than 3 months and the other party still got no response, its time to give up.. perhaps i shld, i might be a nuisiance to her for all i know. Hope is not wad i ask for now... wad i need now is answers. Haiz, tou tong ar ~~

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Hmm, seems like a lot of people getting sick these few days. Hope u all get well soon and take care ! well, half of this week finish le, left friday the big day. Wcom exam wasn't that fearful afterall. As for my Bca quiz, LOL, i doubt i can get 30% of the marks but heng its only %5 of the total score only. Other den bca, i shld have no problem passin the rest of the modules ba. hehe, oso dunno this confidence i got is good or not.

Suppose to go to school to finish our BM project de ( in fact finish le). So i took 88 to change 74 as usual, half way, i got a sms which goes something like 'u no need come liao, my labtop can print notes'. Its a good news and bad news in some way la. Make me go sch half way @#$%^&* but at least can go home early slp ^_^ hehe, actually i still gotta thank them, finish so fast ^^

Hols yao lai lo. wahahaha. i can feel it ~~~

Haiz, wad a tiring day. Bath finish only, fell aslp. Lucky my parents woke me up at ard 1130. If not i tink i would have slept until the next morning. This week is a painful week. bad feeling... well, my intuition seldom let me down, but i do hope its wrong this time.

Now my mouth jus hurts. top one pimple, bottom one pimple, inside one big fat ulcer. Its hell. And wads worse, i bit my tongue. Super sian, tmr got a wcom test and i am still rushing my Bm and Iac project(finally i am doing something). Maybe i should go try one round of dota. haha, to relax myself. Dun tink i gonna slp early tonite again. Lets hope i have time and energy to study for tmr's wcom test.

Den jus now on bus to cp, cw keep saying that i am stupid, Lol. Well, things are not easy as he thinks.

Lol, too tired to blog the pass few days. Jus imagine, i slept at 12am on thursday. My normal slping time is 3-4 am de lo.

hmm, nothing much happened to me. Yest suppose to go to a fren's bdae "party" . in the end, go there oso nothing much de. bah. den going to work later cuz the restaurant not enuff ppl. Hope i get chase out cuz of my hair, den i can go home and slack ^_^

anyways, fuck u bitch, we are not stupid. But at least its a good life experience. haha

This week isn't as good as it seems. So is next week. Mon bca quiz, tuesday got wcom test, wed needa pass project, den friday got Cats skit and iac presentation. Its gonna be a busy week.

Hurhur, this week is a good week. today de poa lesson suddenly dun haf ^^ another day to rest le. Tink i not enuff slp ba, yest fell aslp in bus. When i woke up, the bus already park in the interchange le. estimate i slp in there for 30 min ba. so pai seh lo

den dunno got wad else to say le...

Benny 22yo! 13/4/86