Well well, look at how people have changed. Haha, guess i have changed to be more positive now... as i read thru my older post, i wonder why i felt those feelings during those times. haha. however, i do have some frens that never change their attp. Damn petty. lol

Anyways, its been more than a month since i updated my blog. wahahaha. Nothing much really happened. i did learnt of something though.. doing good deeds doesn't always means its a good thing. I was outside and someone asked me to donate to some rabbit association(animal abuse is a crime). Ok, being the kind me =X, i donated a few dollars. After that, i went to buy something that i need and i was short of 30 damn cents @#^&*() have to go all the way home to take the money.

Haha, also did something which made me feel real silly. After so much time and effort, I dunno if she appreciates wad i did for her. Guess this cant be helped... lets just hope that my hard work wun go to waste. if only i can noe wad i can do to make her truely happy.

School is still the same, slack and easy. Wads better was that this week is our term break. Finally a break from those long bus rides. One surprising thing though, someone is interested in me? haha, guess shes gonna be disappointed. haiz.

Why do we always love those that wun love us.

Benny 22yo! 13/4/86