hmm, exams finish le, think i gonna fail my b stats, hurhur. Actually i oso dunno when my hols gonna end, but enjoy while i can ba... Been rushing maplestory these few days^_^ Gonna get real fat soon, hurhur.

Hmm, actually felt quite empty nowadays... always wonder why i fail in things i really want. somemore, i find myself very suaku... many things ppl have tried before, i noe nothing about it. I cant even find my purpose in living(except slacking) now... been staying at home and playing games whole day. A lot of thing i wanna find out the answer.. but i guess there is this barrier of fear ba...

Have i been doing thing correctly?

Suddenly... tears roll down my eyes. Maybe too tired le , yawning all the way. haha. i tink this shld be the beginning of my study break ba. It will start next week officially but i find the lectures and tutorials useless now , so might as well stay at home^_^ Seems like everyone is having their exams le. GOOD LUCK !!!! haha , will be praying for my friends.

What can i do to make you love me? hahaha. nvm

Bah, people always talk bad about other people, but i realise they dun see the same mistake in themselves , i find this something very funny. Anyways, how i wish i could be more harsh and hard-hearted. all these frustrations i am having would be gone. oh well , nvm .... no one ever put themselves in my shoes... they always thought they understand me well.

Benny 22yo! 13/4/86