Well , common test over . am i free now? No! i still got lotsa projects.Big and impt projects which carries lotsa marks for stupid modules. I find going for O's easier. Hope i can finish em soon . not only this , i gotta find a cca attachment for my S&W.

Felt quite guilty lately. i seems to have neglected some of my frens(especially von). I am sorry ~~ but hey , i cant be there for everyone.i myself need some time alone. Its been a long time since i got any uninterrupted slp.

Whee , went to play bball for quite a while just now. Kinda got into a conflict with another team. For the first time , i really felt like fighting. felt so frustrated recently. Dun ask me why , i dunno myself. Somemore , there are ppl in my team who might be more frustrated den me, plus we are bigger sized, so i guess we stand a good chance. lol. But oh well , too bad i wasn't their main target.

Had quite a lot of strange dreams recently. i dun really rmb them though , but it always leaves me wif extreme emotions when i wake up , be it good or bad , sad or sweet.
I wanna train myself !!! Felt really unhealthy nowadays. breathing seems so hard to me. But being lazy and busy doesn't allows me to do any physical training. Ha , guess i will be stuck like this for quite a long time. I dun hope for life to be better , i just hope that i can have a lil more time everyday.

Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.
"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."
The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.
As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.

What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Omg omg , today is the deadline for my CIP work and i have not done anything yet. Gotta do a flyer and name card wif publisher and a webby wif dreamweaver wor..... Lets hope i can finish them in time.And to make things worse , i dun have dreamweaver in my lab top !!! Oh well , Chuan dao qiao tou zhi ran zi^_^

Haiz , blink eyes a few times , 1 week of term break finish le. Next week will be the exam week le and i have yet to study anything. Haha, sounds slack eh? but thats just me ^_^ I still got lotsa projects undone. haiz , now den i noe poly de stress is suddenly all come de.

Haha, i wan to continue to write more things de. But i gotta rush for movie le.... everyone is still aslp !!!! maybe i after movie den start on my CIP work ^_^ Bye for now.

btw , i had a StRaNgE dream !~!~! but its good ^_^

Cultivate your hunger before you idealize.
Motivate your anger to make them all realize.
Climbing the mountain, never coming down.
Break into the contents, never falling down.

My knee is still shaking, like I was twelve,
Sneaking out of the classroom, by the back door.
A man railed at me twice though, but I didn't care.
Waiting is wasting for people like me.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

You say, "Dreams are dreams."I ain't gonna play the fool anymore."
You say, "'Cause I still got my soul."
Take your time, baby, your blood needs slowing down.
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you gloom.
Reflection of fear makes shadows of nothing, shadows of nothing.
You still are blind, if you see a winding road,
'Cause there's always a straight way to the point you see.

Benny 22yo! 13/4/86