HmMm.... i was wondering why the pain was gone so fast.....it suddenly occur to me that it was not gone... i cannot forget....The feelings are still there.... it is just that i si guan le :) heh3

Haiz , today i suffer the most pathetic thrashing ever..... never in my life had i lost so pathetic before....i trusted my teamates.... trust them to perform and not strife for personal glory... is passing that hard? Do you have to score? I dun tink so....

Its not that i dowan to list names... i dun haf to... its obvious who are those selfish players.... i dun tink this team is for me animore and i dun tink i will be playing with them anymore unless someone is BETTER than me and TALLER than me ....

Its not that i din perform in the game.... i din get the chance to.... i din even sweat... i did steal , i did block... no problem... but when i passed the ball away , it NEVER came back... The most number of score i attempts is LESS THAN 5.

i see them shoot unconfident balls... just trying their luck... not everyday is christmas... u onli score that kind of ball once in a blue moon.....

Wad makes me more pissed was that .. i see this every matches.... i din score much points in those previous matches... i dun mind as long as we win... if attracting opponents to give your teamates the chance to score.... i dun mind.... but why couldn't they do the same.... perhaps they had played too long with me and i pass too much , letting them tink that they are better than me.... NO , they sucks. Dun tink that always scoring in matches means u are the best.....dun get big headed......

Or perhaps we dun always play with tall ppl ... those we play with are shorter.. thats why we have advantages..... but why can't we be more flexible....If ppl are faster than us.. den take it slow and steady... why rush? i just dun understand ....

Your element is Air. You are and artistic person
with a unique sense of style. You are
intelligent, constantly active and most likely
like to sing. Constantly moving the air is a
force of nature. One moment you can be a breeze
the next a tornado.


What's your element
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Damn my brother... today come home.. muz wait for dunno how long den can use toilet... dat asshole always spending hours inside.... oso dunno wad he do . Polish body oso no need so long.

Yeah , tmr is last day of sch for the week liao , den wed is the science practical liao . Hope it will be simple ^_^

These few days addicted to coco crunch wif milk.. VeRy nice :)

HAiz , why i so suay ????? How many ppl got fish bone in their throat by eating otak??? Haiz , suay suay tio me... den bone still so small , doctor at clinic cannot see , have to go hospital see throat specialist... wait for 2 hours den remove . $70 somemore... for a stupid bone .....This is really one in a million =(

Everything has been going bad for me....This world is so damn unfair yet there is notin i can do.....Wad wrong had i done to deserve this?HaiZZzzZ~~~

Haiz , 2 am le , still cannot slp...

Haha , today at sch so fun. Cuz everyone dismiss early , den sch empty de , can shout at the top of your voice and no one cares. Got echo somemore ~~Hehe , sung high pitch song wif esmond =X very song

Now everyone busy wif exams le , GOoD LUck To All ^_^Dun retain or get lousy grades like me . Wait regret oso too late liao .

HAiz , cannot slp... sad ar !!!~~~~

You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...

You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.

Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)


?? Which Season Are You ??
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DAMN !! my hse cook curry for dinner today.. haiz , that time sick , vomited nasi brani.... can't forget the curry smell. Now i dun dare touch curry liao... In the end , i ate fried egg , soup wif tofu and fish..... much betta than curry.

These few days very free , everyday slack at home... haiz , sian

hmmm , tried a shoutbox =X Machiam very messy leh... haiz, dun care la... why worry abt such things -_-" wait grow white hair ^_^

haiz , today played many bball matches *even played wif Mr Chee =X he machiam dulanz *.. won all , but the one wif 4E4 draw =( Expect to win de..... maybe becuz our ppl not all there la... den somemore E4 de people play very little onli... most of them from other classes.. UNFAIR!!!Den our side de all not injured then is too tired......... HaiZ~~

Lolx , din notice until i reached home and bath... got scratches and injuries =X *pAiN PaIn* kNee bLue BlaCk somemore...

HmmMm.... GiViNg my blog a bit of design.... haiz , can't find anithing betta . Noe ToO liTtlE to dO anIthIng goOd . TiReD tiReD

SiAnz , Diablo2 deleted many accounts , Benji's and KiU's acc kanna totally deleted liao , me and sd oso lost a lot of things... haiz , more than few hundreds in total value leh =(
LOLX , O's coming liao i still worry abt game =X Haiz , homework oso piling up , yet i am doing notin . Slacking is really my forte.

Started tinking of wad to do after O's liao.. Jc is a No nO to me . Just wan to find a job and play basketball liao.....joB easy find , just dunno wad i wanna do =X high pay can liao la.

Hmm , this week quite surprising though... totally no bball.....wooo , is the exam mood coming?? hehe

Benny 22yo! 13/4/86