Life is but a dream

2009-05-29T14:17:00.002+08:00

Ok, another new experience in life that i would like to share. Nope, when i mean i like to share doesn't mean i like this kinda experience. You would understand why.As you grow older, you start to meet all kinds of people. Recently, my life is filled with people who i group as "People who just don't get it". What kinda people are they? Nope, they are not your average joe. They are not friends who

2009-05-14T19:26:00.001+08:00

How true. Lol

2009-05-10T00:57:00.001+08:00

090509 nice date to rmb =)

2009-05-04T10:22:00.002+08:00

After seeing someone's reaction and post regarding thai disco, i think to myself. Do men cheat because of lust, or is it because they rather do others wrong than wait for others to do wrong to them.Perhaps a little bit of both. Love is so rare and fragile nowadays. The one who claimed to love you can just fuck anybody on the street. Whatever you think is special between you two can actually be

2009-04-13T12:11:00.007+08:00

It's official, I'm 23 =/I know many people take birthdays as a very special date for them. Well, it is! It's the only official day of every year that belongs specially to you. But to me, it's just not as important. So pardon me if i didn't wish you happy birthday. Sometimes i do remember! but it only came across my mind the day before your birthday and the day after, just not on your exact date =

2009-04-03T16:06:00.005+08:00

Hmm, went for cruise at starvirgo the past 2 days ! Well, it was my first time going for cruise and uh, i doubt i will be going back soon.It's not that it wasn't fun, it's just that there isn't much to do there and to be honest, the food sucks to the core (except for the jap food which cost 89 bucks for 2 person). I am so damn glad we got the dining voucher. hahaSecond day was a pretty sad one as

2009-03-20T17:16:00.002+08:00

My birthday is coming up and there's a few ideas on how to celebrate. Some said BBQ, some said chalet. I suggested overseas but apparantly it was abandoned due to financial and other constraints.But what I wanted was really simple. I don't even plan to celebrate. To me, birthday is nothing more than a day for you to indulge in whatever you like and. . . yea, what I really wanted was just to have

2009-03-10T01:05:00.002+08:00

Just went for a tcs with sx, qc and cw. Felt pretty wierd after. It seems like everyone had progressed while I've been staying stagnent. Everyone has a dream, but where is mine! Well, actually I had one, but i didnt thought about the techinical knowledge needed when I was young and I didn't like the technical knowledge needed when I was older.p.s. I am missing you.

2009-03-09T21:20:00.002+08:00

2,309,472 - I round down for you also 2,000,000Lets say you live till 100! 100 - 20 = 8080 years X 365 days = 29200 Days.2,000,000 / 29,200 = roughly 68 bowls per day! You can finish I can treat!

2009-03-09T21:04:00.004+08:00

I just realised, I have not eaten BCM for such a longgggg time. I have not played basketball for such a longgggg time, and I have not skate in ecp for such a longggggg time.Anyways, theres an open house for SIM on the 14th of March, interested parties please lemme know! We can go together!What's worst than a sudden disappearance is when things so dear to you fades into oblivion without you even

2009-03-06T11:38:00.003+08:00

Why are women so troublesome? Not that I am a sexist or what. But even my mum is doing things that will drive me crazy. It goes like this.Thursday NightMum: Ben ah! Tmr you send me to work la. Then you can use the car for the day. I don't need the car.Me: Ok lo. Shouldn't be a probMum: Then Dante 4pm dismiss from sch, you can go pick him also.Me: Orh ok.Friday MorningKnowing that I need to send

2009-03-03T00:02:00.002+08:00

Mahjong Mahjong and more Mahjong! So much so the moment I closed my eyes, I can see myself playing with 3 imaginery guest. Can't even sleep la! Most jialat is still because I lost like every single day. HahahaMarch! April! May! June! July! ORD! I can see the light alr!Time. It never fails to amaze me.

2009-02-25T11:14:00.004+08:00

Cna yuo raed tihs?Olny 55% of plepoe can.I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are,the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it

2009-02-21T15:15:00.002+08:00

Wahaha, i am amazed at myself. After a hot bath and some more thinking, i think im kinda enlightened! It's all just a state of mind.Event + Action = Outcome. I get to control half of it !

2009-02-21T12:19:00.002+08:00

I never believed in this kinda things. But sometimes it's just so accurate that it affects you. Would it have been better if i didn't know anything at all? Maybe. On my personal point of view, i would have say no. At least that made me aware of a subconcious problem.I don't believe in cards. I believe in body language and myself. Maybe i misinterpret something. Even if i did, it's nothing serious

2009-02-10T23:46:00.004+08:00

Oh nooooo~ CNY over le. Actually i already spent finish my ang bao money even before it was over ... GGYea baby, this is the month of the year! What is ippt ?! Gonna get a pay rise soon! muahahaha. Camp life so boring, it's totally unbearable! Maybe it's due to the chain hols that's causing these weekday blues.Due to some tards, we have to all confine in camp on Thursday! Actually i find it kinda

2009-02-03T22:25:00.002+08:00

I am supposed to be happy. Well i am happy! But theres an uneasyness that I'm feeling constantly. Can't exactly explain it. Totally hate this feeling.Another 5 more months before perm liberation. Or is it just another term in a new prison.

2009-01-16T12:32:00.002+08:00

YO! Ok, this first post of the year came pretty late. I was just too busy with life baby~ And i even sorta quit wow. Haven't log in since like a week or 2 ago.Another interesting event in my life once again! On Monday, I reached home and opened my iexplorer. My homepage is always msn.com and there's always some highlights of the day for people to read up on. On that particular day, there is a

2008-12-29T19:08:00.002+08:00

Yo! It's been a long time since i updated. If you compared my very old entries, this one came pretty early actually. So no complains.Wish all of you a Merry Xmas and a Happy New Year. Well, better late than never. Anyways, lets have a summary. This year is pretty kind to me actually. Except for the fact that i still have not tio 4d after buying it for the first time 4 years ago, i guess i

2008-12-07T11:25:00.002+08:00

I have no words to describe how i am feeling now. . . Haha perhaps cuz my vocab is just too limited. It's kinda like feeling empty, neutral emotions and yet not exactly numb.I failed my ippt on Friday which was a major blow to me. I already expected a silver myself when I finished my static stations. But sadly, it just wasn't meant to be.Then i slept at 8pm on a Saturday night. HAhah how sweet

2008-11-27T19:21:00.002+08:00

I dont think i post this before, so here goes!Monday is work day.Tuesday is ration day.Wednesday is tuang day.Thursday is wait for friday day.Friday is weekend day!But sadly i dont work for only 2 days. It's just a way to console myself every week. Else it's always hard to see friday on monday. To make things worse, im having duty on a thursday! 1 day before weekly liberation!The good:Ipoh Hor

2008-11-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

The problems lies with me =/

2008-11-19T22:40:00.002+08:00

Best sentosa outing ever... well, we had to go there cause it was the RSAF Cohesion or something. First they expect us to wear shoes to a beach, then they want us to do aerobics there. Smart move.Anyways, woke up at like 630am that day. You have no idea how damn tired i was.Destination : Sengkang.Time : 2++ pmI overslept and ended in punggol mrt. As usual, those friendly SMRT staffs will wake you

2008-11-15T15:30:00.002+08:00

Chiong ah! Chiong like no tmr!Sian ah! Sian until every minute like tmr!Bond ah! Bond until tmr never dies.I think my blog is one of the lamest ever.

2008-11-14T02:12:00.002+08:00

Try putting these together1. Big big rain2. Crowded bus stop3. Kiasu People4. Heavy TrafficYou will understand what is romantic. Haha the only consolation was that i got a nice seat on the bus. Sleep all the way!Anyways i think my US dream is shattered!1 year fee = $22k4 years = $88k+ Food moolah, transport moolah, etc moolah$100+k + 4 years. (somemore USD)Compared to SIM1.5 years + less than

2008-11-10T21:37:00.002+08:00

Uhm song! haha 2 weeks and going strong ! Today jog a lil furthur than usual. But i think i did a bit too much, feeling kinda strained.Sunday was a disaster tho, i slept until 5pm. And when i tried to jog at 8, i almost died halfway. Maybe its due to the fact that i didn't eat for the whole day. No strength at all.I have a lot to say, i have a lot to ask. But i just dunno how >.

2008-11-05T12:43:00.004+08:00

I am sitting here in a cold cold room,Its just another stupid duty afternoon.I'm wasting my time, I've got nothing to do.Just waiting for phone calls and surfing the net.And nothing ever happens, which is good.I'm walking around in the room,Praying no sai kang, praying no calls.I'll like to say I ord,but sadly i still got 8 months left.And something's gonna happen, alamak.I wonder how, i wonder

2008-11-02T19:30:00.003+08:00

Wasted Sunday? Hahaha maybe not. Slept all the way to late afternoon. Was so damn tired yesterday.Yesterday's BBQ was fantastic!! haha the atmosphere was good, didn't feel too bored. The food was excellent! No other bbq would offer unagi or even cocktail sausage wrapped with bacon. Cheesy potato(courtesy of me and weekian) with nutella is also nice! And so with this post marks another end of a

2008-10-28T22:33:00.003+08:00

Phew, went for a short jog. That really helps a lot. I'm feeling so much better now.Lets hope i can continue this. Then one day i will finally have 6 pac! muahahahahaha. Ok im dreaming again =XYea baby, here comes the reason why i started this post.TMR IPOH HOR FUN AGAIN MUAHAHAHA ( and im thinking about 6 pac lol)

2008-10-27T18:33:00.002+08:00

I received a email with the title "Tip: Eat this power VEGGIE that's great for blood sugar . . .‏" haha delete it straight away. Due to the heavy rain, my trip to ecp today was wasted =/ And so we decided to go some place far away for dinner. Well at least the food is good. hahaWe also had a drinking session at boat quay on sat night. It was suppose to be for cx's bdae celebration again. In

2008-10-22T01:11:00.004+08:00

Urgh, there's something wrong with my light's starter or wadeva they call it. Now I can't switch on my room's light. Just to help publicise, this sat we will be sorta celebrating cx's bdae again! It'll be held at the mansion and i guess it'll be another drinking session. To those who didn't know about it and yet reads my blog and knows cx, please go. To those who knows about it, didn't felt like

2008-10-14T18:50:00.002+08:00

I've been thinking about stuffs recently due to unexpected events in my life. Maybe once again, I misinterpret things. On the more positive side, this didn't affect me as badly as I thought. Of course the whole story hasn't ended yet and there might be a surprising twist at the end.People seek information for everything. While getting them is hard, I find that the hardest thing is to determine

2008-10-03T21:37:00.002+08:00

Shit, i think im thinking too much again... not a good thing.

2008-09-22T20:53:00.002+08:00

If you just received a email from me with the title FW: Maybe not a FW afterall. or something like that, please read and help me forward. haha is a chain mail i just started, hope it lasts.Theres 1 mistake in there tho. For the 4d part, i wanted to say " all consolations and runnerups will only consist of numbers 0 and 4s." and for the updated version i got a " 5. Bill Gates will share 1% of his

2008-09-01T18:25:00.002+08:00

HI! Its been so long since i last blogged! Uh, now i dunno wad to say. So much had happened that if i give you the details, it would take me days to complete. Yet if i dont give the details, there's no point talking about it. So i think i just give a brief update.Im doing great now. I changed my camp in end april and compared to my previous work place, this new place is heaven. And now im semi

2008-03-18T23:07:00.002+08:00

What am i suppose to do to make myself feel better? Been pondering about this question. Too bad theres no god to answer this for me. Sometimes i just hate myself.

2008-02-29T19:33:00.002+08:00

Somethings that used to mean a lot to you, suddenly doesn't seems so important anymore.Somethings that you cared for suddenly makes you so diappointed that you feel disgusted by the thought of it.And finally, somethings that you can't see becomes so clear nowUh yea, thats what i am feeling now, its not as serious as it sounds tho. But if my attitude to you have changed, don't bother fixing it.Its

2007-10-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

urgh, i hate this feeling that i am having, its all coming back to me.Im scared, very very scared. And with this shit supply supvr course stuffing me with major load of infomation, i think i might go crazy pretty soon hahaha. Practically screaming within myself, but somehow i just dunno how to let it out. Is it always beautiful in the end? No, never. At least not for me yet.

2007-09-24T00:48:00.000+08:00

Muahaha, bmt finish, got posted to be Sup Supvr. Gotta go Sembawang camp for training first i think. alright, enuff about NS. Been talking about it everyday lol.Sometimes, we just misinterpret things. And cuz of that, we commit mistakes. I wont be mistaken anymore, neither would i take any risk =) like wad i said, once bitten twice shy, third time i do i deserve to die.

2007-07-22T03:21:00.000+08:00

5 more days before i'll be heading to tekong to be a botak. Of course im not looking forward to it but i hope this whole ns thing will end soon. The earlier i get out, the earlier i can do what i want.Forgive me,for what i could have done but i did not do.Forgive me,for what i should not have done but i did.Forgive me,for believing in what i shouldn't.Forgive me,for not believing in

2007-06-30T04:57:00.000+08:00

zzz gonna work in 3 hours time and yet i just reached home. Went drinking with ben and robin. lol we just cant understand robin's sense of humor, he is so damn lame. lol anyways hope i can survive tmr, 13 hours of work and celebration of ly's bdae.

2007-06-27T08:27:00.000+08:00

Yay yay! finally got a good phone. Everyone gimme ur number! if u want me to have of course.Went for a hair cut yest too. haha Wendy finally got to cut slope for me. actually somehow i would prefer her to keep my hair all short instead leaving me some long fringe. Makes me look like some gina beng.

2007-06-24T05:52:00.000+08:00

I swear i heard something/someone whistle behind me. . I was playing GE as usual when there was a wee u wee behind me. lol anyways, there was nothing when i turn back and no replies when i was talking to air. . . so i guess im safe.Been having lotsa dreams lately. Now i realise nightmares are not really that bad. The worst dream that can happen is that u get what u want inside but u wake only to

2007-06-15T04:24:00.000+08:00

Shixiong - DOWNQicheng - DOWNLengyeow - DOWNHahah wonder who's gonna be next.Had some really wierd dreams lately and its pretty scary actually.Part 1 of dream.We were having supper at jalan kayu and then ben said something that pissed me off totally. And so i took a fork and pointed at him. "i give u 3 choices. 1.u lemme choose where to stab u. 2.u choose where u want me to stab u. 3.u run away

2007-05-06T01:37:00.000+08:00

心如刀割

2007-02-07T00:20:00.000+08:00

Alright, im bored and i got nothing to do, thats why im back here again. lol, well at least i rmb this place when i got no one and no where to turn to.Birthday is coming and so is NS. I've went for the medical checkup and in case for people who dunno, i got PES C. They said i had some problems with my hearing and i cant hear high frequency sound. Mathew tried playing some noise he downloaded into

2006-11-12T05:40:00.000+08:00

yes finally! After school reopen for nearly 1 month, i got the "going to school" mood. hahaha.I jus pick up new game recently, the wow trading card game! Damn, im already playing wow intensively online and now im playing it offline. i guess i really need a girlfriend. Any volunteers? =Xhehehe, an article on a newspaper i read a few days ago said that if i were to make some comments about any

2006-10-22T01:11:00.000+08:00

As the chinese saying goes, u can change the entire country, but u cant change one's personality. History is gonna repeat itself and trust me, we won't take you back the next time.Went to watch deathnote yest night. Well, its isn't a very nice show, prolly becuz we know wad will happen and u dun get the "suspense" feeling. Do watch it if u have not read the comic/manga, else please reconsider.

2006-10-05T21:26:00.000+08:00

ahh and so i did went blading. Well i tried to do some harder den i can do moves and so i keep falling. haha now my wrist hurts cuz i have to use my hands to support the fall. As we only have 2 blades, i have to lend xf mine halfway. Felt real tired. . . i slpt in the car from ard 5 am to 6 am ^^Reached home, bath and slp at ard 8am till 9 pm. hahaa, another 13 hours slp, im good ! For some

2006-10-04T10:06:00.000+08:00

Lemme see, wads new recently. . . ok i went blading at east coast . . . this is new. Guild had more drama. . . this is old.i jus dun understand why ppl cant learn to give in. well i aint gonna elaborate on wad happened. Lets hope this one can be solved quickly.And i seriously hate it when ppl take me for granted. I have always give in and compromise and i hope ppl dun get overboard.Ahh nvm about

2006-09-20T06:50:00.000+08:00

arghhhhh fuuuuuarkkkkk! i lost my hp. . . and my mem card inside too. Left it in the damn taxi. well i guess its fate, when its time to part, its time to part. I did got sad and kinda pissed(at myself) when i jus lost it, but my reactions are kinda strange i think. . . like i how i told my frens in msn."haha, i lost my hp."Went for supper just now and den went wk's hse for dvds. Been watching

2006-09-18T00:23:00.000+08:00

Woo la la, hi im back again. Btw, i have to emphasize that altho my blog is kinda gay, im a str8 and cute and manly guy~ yea babyI've been working as some singnet/singtel jimmy neutron promotion game master for primary sch thingy. And so i went to Tanglin Trust sch(a school for foreign students) to work on friday. I must say that it was quite an experience. Firstly, the food is teh rox. I love

2006-09-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

ehhh, well since today is wow maintainence day and someone *encouraged* me to make my blog look better, i tried to find a new skin for it.... looks kinda gay to me tho.

2006-08-30T06:27:00.000+08:00

hiak hiak hiak hiak, im soooo bored. dun ask me why im here, i dunno myself. just felt like blogging suddenly.been obssessed with world of warcraft lately. guess my addiction aint that bad, considering the fact that our hols jus started. jus praying that i can pass my exams, hahahahaa. Well to get more luck with my exams, i went praying with wk and wa at bugis guan yin miao. hopefully it helps.

2006-05-28T12:02:00.000+08:00

woo la la~~ my blog was so unupdated even the background pic was gone. But i guess its kinda special in some way. at least its unique. muahahaha

2006-05-05T07:32:00.000+08:00

Wow, jus saw a super nice quoteNever argue with an idiot. They'll bring you down to their level and beat you with their experience.hahahahaha

2006-05-01T14:44:00.000+08:00

Woot, May is here and so is sch. But the problem is, i haven been to sch for a single day yet. haha.Ahh, another fine afternoon without any glaring sun nor heavy rain. Sometimes, i dream of myself lying on the grass, enjoying the sun and the wind. haha, but now i guess i only have my bed to substitute the grass and have the fan blowing at me to imitate the wind. hahahaha. Ok, im being lame. But

2006-04-22T07:34:00.000+08:00

OH YA I FORGOT TO ADD, MR LIM WEE KIAN FAILED HIS DRIVING TEST FOR THE SECOND TIME. NOOBBB~~~ =XxxXXxBut dun hui xin, next time cfm can. Just that u got lousy tester nia. U noe robin? he failed 5 times i think. jia you!

2006-04-22T06:54:00.000+08:00

Many times i have told myself. I dun understand her, i dunno wad she is thinking, neither do i know how she feels abt me. Perhaps i do, it's just that i refuse to face up to reality. The simple fact is, she just treats me as a good fren and nothing else. It's not gonna develope into something more. I should know this better than anyone else. Oh well, seems like i just got myself another wonderful

2006-04-15T01:01:00.000+08:00

As i am typing this post, the tissue that i had *in* my left nostril is getting more and more red. Haha, cant be blamed, i had ice cream choc cake from my family, another choc cake on my bdae and many many f-amos cookies.And so, there goes my bdae. I felt really happy though. At least my bdae wish was fulfilled(maybe i wished for something too simple). In fact i got much more than wad i had

2006-04-08T10:18:00.000+08:00

wooo yea ~~~ i guess thursday was quite alright ba. The whole pub thingy wasn't really that bad. We had a whole underground big room to ourselves. haha. Quite a lot of ppl went too. Well, some things happened too, though i'm not quite sure of the details. But other than that, i guess the rest of the night was quite fine.Well, it all seems fine, but i still felt disappointed. Its like suddenly i

2006-04-05T02:44:00.000+08:00

I guess im quite an angry guy these few days. Dun worry, im not showing it. . . yet.Well, why am i angry? I guess i jus dun like having music blasting and the lights on when i am trying to sleep, esp in the morning/afternoon. I need to sleep man, u cant jus pop up without telling/asking me. if im not answering calls or calling u back, it means im busy/sleeping and its not a good time to disturb

2006-04-01T11:53:00.000+08:00

Ahh, what a fine Saturday afternoon. Haha. Going for a hair cut soon. I just dun understand, why is my hairstylist always keeping my hair so thick and long. But oh well, as long as she doesn't gives me the 50% botak hairstyle, I cant complain yea?Hurhur, i read this somewhere and found it quite funny. Common Sense is actually pretty uncommon in this world. That explains why people do stupid

2006-03-19T08:33:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so

2006-03-19T00:05:00.000+08:00

How my heart aches.Where was iWhen u were crying thru the nightim sorry

2006-03-18T07:41:00.000+08:00

hi. I am back again. Oh well, in the end, i didn't really contact her. Its been days since we sms each other. . . but nvm. WE ARE ALL SAD PPL. wahahaha.Ok, now qingnan is slping on my bed and i can't slp. And so, i am now blogging.Haha, its been a long time since we went out as a group. Met at punggol nasi lemak for food before going to hougang plaza for pool. Talked a lil here and there. Though

2006-03-12T08:30:00.000+08:00

Have you ever miss someone so much that, no matter what you are doing, you kept thinking of her. Every single message that you received, you pray that it is from her. Everytime your hp rings, you hope her name would appear.I've forgotten the feeling of missing someone so much(if i ever felt so before). Its practically driving me crazy. . .Alas, i did not receive any msg from her yesterday and i

2006-03-02T02:23:00.000+08:00

Wahaha, did something stupid again.Its 2.30 am now. I am finally resting after 3 hours of driving, lol. actually i reached home at ard 130.but then i read the msg when i reach home. She feels like having cookies and cream ice cream. And so i went to punggol park's 7-11 and they do not sell any nice ice cream. After thinking for a while, i rmb rivervale plaza's 7-11 sells haagan daas. And so i

2006-02-27T13:17:00.000+08:00

What a surprise. I just changed my blogskin and made my first post after so many months. Ahhh, so many things had happened. . .But now that i am starting to type, i dont really know what i shld say. Exams have started. I've done 2 papers so far... shld be able to pass. What shld i do during my hols? no, im not asking anyone, im thinking. Asking people wun help much, its those usual same answer

2005-11-22T01:22:00.001+08:00

ok, updates. First, my ITP is over finally and the new sch term has started. Secondly, I had been skipping lessons regularly for the pass 3 weeks. Finish.Please spare me. let me be free. Juz let me be wrong for once. ahh i fucking hate it.If only i can turn back time.

2005-10-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

haha, sorry guys. its been ages since i updated my blog. Was too busy.Ok, lets see wad i have to say. firstly, i failed my driving test and my retest will be in december. but nvm, i have more confidence in driving now. its not as hard as i though. secondly, i passed all my modules ^^ seems like praying really helps.I am now currently a employee of JCP Marine. My job scope? to print, fax, bind,

2005-08-30T03:08:00.000+08:00

ahh, another week has passed. whee, had all my projects completed and presented and so its time for our study break soon. lol. work still as usual, tiring. and oh ya, saw jean danker on saturday nite. she looks prettier in person.went to dyed my hair too.. i dun really noe how to describe my colour, but i guess it alright ba.... i hope. lol 70 bucks wor( i'm broke once again ).

2005-08-22T16:51:00.000+08:00

ahh, i tink i finally found some time(or mood) to blog. its been a tiring week. after a week at liquid room, i tink i am quite used to the way it is operated ba. a friendly place, those staffs there quite playful de. haha. actually theres nothing really special la. as usual, there are those ang mohs, pretty gers, handsome guys and occasional weirdos. However, theres one thing that i don't

2005-08-15T02:05:00.000+08:00

ahhh, i totally hate ec. is so damn mafan. and so my saturday was gone, all because of ec. lol, its my first time going back to sch on sat wor. well, i had to do my ec project in sch.. its a must(cuz of those intranet thingy). ok, firstly, i forgot to bring my hp along, and so i had to search the whole school for 30 mins before i can find a public fone(i had to call weian as i forgot his com's

2005-08-11T02:22:00.000+08:00

phew, i guess i am really lucky. today's test was suppose to be from 5-6 pm. but all alone i had the impression that it will start at 6. i wanted to reach at 6 de, but mum decided to send me to sch at the last min, so i reached "an hour early". ahaha, i din even noe i was late for the test until melvina and nicole told me. ^^ well, it was quite easy, i shld be able to get 19/20 if i din have any

2005-08-07T03:32:00.000+08:00

hmm, and so my last entry ended wif me going to school. ahaha, i somehow din manage to go the lesson though. i was suppose to take 163 and change to 74 halfway. who knows, i fell aslp and went all the way to toa payoh. by then, i had lost all interest to go to school for that day. my right eye starts to hurt a lil again. perhaps its due to days of irregular slping hours. thats why i din even

2005-08-05T09:54:00.000+08:00

!Hola~!I recently read a newspaper article about people playing online games. It is said that, they tend to be more hot-tempered and will die without their computer(ok, i am exaggerating). while i am not sure about the latter, i think i can understand why people tend to be more easily pissed.Lemme list some examples. for maplestory, i was walking ard hacking some monster and i accidentally

2005-07-28T05:56:00.000+08:00

ahhh, wad a sad day. lol, todays 4d number, 3rd price is 2486, i bought 2483. den another number is 4549, i bought 4579. guess thats why people always buy 4d. cuz it always seems so close to winning, lol.hmm, what do u all have in mind when a group consist of 4 gers a guy? the guy is damn lucky? lol, not in my case. lol, my group members were all talking about breast and bras... i don't even know

2005-07-25T17:54:00.000+08:00

yay, school finally started... and i skipped the first lesson of thsi term. haha, guess i jus cant change my ways ^^hmm, had quite an enjoyable week. On friday, we went to have thai spice before going for the band concert. hurhur, he food is nice as usual, but i think we ordered too lil. nvm, wait i strike 4d, i treat everyone to thai spice ^^ then the band concert ok la, not bad... so far, i

2005-07-21T23:00:00.000+08:00

hmm, read a couple of funny blogs .one was abt being happy, one was complaining abt people saying her quiet and the other was abt why she rejected a guy who asked her out. really is lol.I guess today's paper was real bad. everything that i wrote was wrong. hahaha, i even made up my own theories. owhhh, i am so dead. Guess i really needa put a lil more effort in marketing. anyways, tmr will be

2005-07-19T14:56:00.000+08:00

i think i can finally understand why and how someone can go bonkers. dun really noe how to explain though. its like when u think too much, not too much things but too much of one thing. well, with so much feelings kept inside me, lets hope that i dun become a psychopath one day =Xahhh fuck my dreams. gimme something sweet pls. reality is already bad enough, cant u make me feel better while im

2005-07-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

and so my first common test paper is over. Glad that i din study for it, its really simple. hurhur. then after that go home to wait for my driving lesson, zzz, my driving still cmi. go to chinablack yesterday night too, i prefer that place to rush la, but i dun think i will be going to club soon( or anymore). dun like em anyways. and so we left earlier, had mac, and went to wk's house for mahjong

2005-07-11T00:04:00.000+08:00

suddenly... jus suddenly.. i feel so hopeless, so cold, so lonely, so lost, so stupid. i seek so desperately, yet i dun noe wad i seek. i wan answers, yet i find more questions. I need help, but i feel more troubled.so i started thinking, who can help me find the answers. who can really help me. perhaps theres is one, but he is jus too stupid. and so, i feel so helpless. this kinda feelnig... its

2005-07-10T13:09:00.000+08:00

ahhh, i haven visit my blog for soooo long. lol. lets see wad i have to update... hmmm.... okies, firstly, we lost the wcg. this i got nothing to say... we needa improve.next, corina's hand got into my mouth.... eeeeyuuu.i think i gonna order more of pizza hut. its quite cheap now wif the offers. hurhur. i kinda sick of eating those same stuffs everyday.. WHY CANT MY FAMILY COOK SOMETHING NEW !

2005-07-03T15:14:00.000+08:00

ahhh... shit, its sunday again. Lol. sch's starting tmr ~~~Went to ran abit.. wanted to try if my leg is 'workable' after the injury, seems like i still need some time...zzzand so we went memo's bdae chalet... haha, its quite fun la, cuz all of us youngsters. ahaha, drunkards here and there. went to the beach and walk a bit oso, its been quite some time since i watch the sea at night. many many

2005-07-01T02:54:00.000+08:00

hurhur, finally the end of the week is here. tmr's tutorial is onli 2 hours ^^ a lot of movies oso coming up le, but who can i watch wif.... weian will watch wif corina, memo will watch wif fiona, sd will watch wif his frens on super strange hours, ben got lotsa activities, hanyi is always busy, cant expect me to lang man wif wk ma. aiya, nvm, i can always wait for vcds^^ hurhurtoday's

2005-06-30T01:30:00.000+08:00

ok, great.. i am broke once again. lol, today suppose to go for OM tutorial. Thanks to my wonderful frens, i somehow got tempted into going town wif em. so we spent the whole day at far east plaza... qingnan's personal 'hairstylist' is there ma... i jus dun see the diff between a $10 hair cut and a $25's . anyawys, after he got his hair done, we went to take a walk ard. hurhur, yay~~ i finally

2005-06-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

ahhh, its been long time since i blog. Wanted to say a lot... something abt my previous class de. but den... lazy to tink of way to help em solve problem la. i zhi shen nan bao. hurhur.anyways, i think quite alot happen since the last time i blog ba, but den forgot le. Only thing i rmb is yest. Somehow chuan wei is suppose to drive us ard. 5 of us were present( me, cw, sx, qc and a ger). lol, at

2005-06-15T01:50:00.000+08:00

its time i wake up. After all i have done, i am still no one special to her. so why insist ya? i dun look forward to miracles anymore, wasted too much time on it. its hard, but i muz. i am such a fucking failure.Amor de cuento de hada. . . nada pero mi imaginación

2005-06-15T00:35:00.000+08:00

hmm, lets see wad happened to me this week.... monday i kinda pon. too tired for sch la. Din slp much during the weekends. den slept for 12 hours str8. haha, it was goooodddd ~~ den after that weian and corina come. i tink i too long no cook le, kinda 'tui bu'. aiya, nvm, can fill stomach can le.den today was weehoon's bdae. so i went to find her, wanting only to wish her happi bdae. lol, who

2005-06-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

how can i forget. wad can i do.ahhhhhh. i dunno wad to say. lets jus say that, today is both good and bad.

2005-06-08T20:40:00.000+08:00

Sitting comfortably on my chair, i continue doing my powerpoint presentation. wooooo, the air con is so colddd~~ Suddenly i have the urge, the urge to eat another mouthful of the oreo cheesecake beside me. oh yea baby, this is life, wad can be better? ^^summary: i am trying to haolian i got oreo cheesecake at home. wahahhaha

2005-06-08T12:55:00.000+08:00

it was 12 30 pm. i finally managed to get off my bed. as i walk wobbly to the toilet, my handphone rang. i had to drag myself back to my room(bed) again. "Hello, rachel here, today's lesson cancelled." suddenly, my whole world brighten up. ^^ it's this kind of surprises that makes live worth living for. hurhur, now wad can be better ~~

2005-06-08T02:01:00.000+08:00

finally, after years of waiting, i got a pair of new shoes. ^_^ hehe, actually its not that long la, maybe 1 and half year onli. and den got myself a new earphone too. spent $134 altogether, not to mention those food and drinks on the way. i am now broke. hahaden today went volleyball ivp selection/training. quite ok la, if i got selected, den i will train lo, else i really sux at vball. den

2005-06-06T07:54:00.000+08:00

zzz, i tink i getting blur, was suppose to do the business idea in ppt, i do in word doc. then xfer to labtop... jus discovered that i got another document wif the same file name. i tink i overwrote it. aiya, nvm, still make me so jing zhang. yuan lai onli needa hand up on 12 of june. shit, i tink i gonna be late le. zzz, i hate mel. do work on paper can le la, always give us this kinda online

2005-06-06T02:47:00.000+08:00

haiz, i dun tink i gonna slp for tonight. how can i slp....first, i got a lil sore throat and is coughing badly. next, i tink my eye got infection or something, quite painful( or ba ka de pain) . den i dunno why, i jus keep thinking of things. how to train myself, my future, her, volleyball, wad shld i do tmr, how to make things better and more and more and more. it jus keep leading to other

2005-06-02T20:05:00.000+08:00

haiz, today went for insights into china IS lesson.... super sian. Ok la, at first not bad de, still teach us how to make and drink tea. tot we gonna dismiss quite early, who noes, after that we have to see a very very very long video on chairman mao ... @#$^&*() nvm, tmr will be the last day for this week. dunno whether shld go to work this week or not, leg still quite pain. yay, tmr gonna go

2005-05-30T01:23:00.000+08:00

for those who have blogs, have u ever tried reading ur previous post all over again?(i mean really old post) lol, kinda started reading from my first post which was 2 years ago. actually quite a lot happened in this 2 years wor. as i read, i do laugh at myself, i even wonder why i felt that way that time. it also contains memories both sweet and bitter, anger and sadness. i also realised that,

2005-05-26T11:09:00.000+08:00

okies, this time really very jia lat. lol, pain until whole night cannot slp. now walk oso cannot, so not going sch. aiya, nvm, stay at home slack lo.

2005-05-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

once again. i injured my leg. This time i sprained my ankle. its bad.. but not very bad la. at most a few weeks or months cannot bball. sian, tmr still got sch.. wonder if i can wear slippers go. haha. really is pain until numb. got cut on my feet oso cannot feel. oh ya, forgot to mention my blisters. lol, this month is not a good month for bball.aiya, suan le. da nan bu si, bi you hou fu